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17 April 2007 @ 07:35 pm

telling a girl you like her is hard work.
so now im begged with the question...
"james od you just talk to her about it now...
or do you leave it until the weekend when we go on a non-official date"
lol dating is hard.

Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
Current Music: tyler hilton
16 April 2007 @ 11:44 pm

I hope that everyone's day was amazing.
Life in general is really starting to bug me. The kind of person that I am, believe that in life you work to earn different things. Seniority will always take priority and the longer you work at something, the more opportunities you will recieve.
Not in my job.
I help a person get out of a crumby nightshift in takeaway, get her into a somewhat decent job...a job that I had been working for 2 years previous. I have now been there for four years, total, she has been there for two. She threatens to quit because she's bored and needs a change and all of the sudden she's walking out with full time hours and supervision duties, something I had been waiting for four years to be offered.
A second example, a male at my work, employed in January and has been a service cashier for the last three months has now been chosen to do supervision, and this is really starting to eat away at me. I now have to take orders off somebody who has been there no where near as long as I have been there, and somebody who has barely any experience.
Now to the casual observer, this could sound a little selfish, that I'm not happy for the two of them getting opportunites in the work place...but i ask you, isn't it a little unfair that if you help someone get into a good job, you at the very least deserve a little recognition and not to be screwed over at the first chance they have.

Very confused with the way these people are choosing to do business and am currently looking for full time employment elsewhere.
Suggestions would be very helpful.
I tried university, and regret very much leaving. I hadn't the stomach at the start of the year for that sort of thing, but if I'd known what life would be like at the moment, I never would have left.

Current Mood: exhaustedexhausted
Current Music: the format - the first single
15 April 2007 @ 07:11 pm

evening bloggers.
hope everyone's weekend is going swimmingly.

okay-so I'm in like. 100% officially and totally...what is going on? This doesn't happen to me.
I hope things work out...I haven't had a proper girlfriend in a very long time.
And the girlfriends I've had since then have all been nothing serious. WHAT'S GOING ON??

I find myself thinking about her constantly...intrigued by how absolutely stunning she is. Everything about her is just amazing. Her smile is just...ah, it's warm. She makes my day worth continuing every time that I see her.

“At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world. Six billion souls. And sometimes all you need is one.”

Current Mood: lovedloved
Current Music: Thirsty Merc
13 April 2007 @ 10:16 pm

hey there bloggers.
so here goes it...signed up for my first livejournal. this myspace thing is really getting to me. i signed up to that website nearly 4 years ago, when it was fresh and exciting. i'm beyond sick of it.
a day cannot go past without me hearing the M word and it's driving me to insanity. so id like to ask this question...WHY, oh god damn WHY does half the world now seem to have a fascination with the pink backgrounded website.
so tonight i decided, enough was enough.


livejournal...have always heard it mentioned but never actually looked into it.
and as dodgy as this sounds, im trying to add my own layout. =) im TRYING.
anybody out there care to help a guy out.

i've been watching a lot of one tree hill lately. australian channel ten has been trying to show the first series of that program since it first started in 2003...but we all know our great australian broadcasters...can't get a good thing right unless they're programming some reality based bull shit.
so i've turned to the dvd's.
this is an amazing show.
it's constantly making me think....think deeply about life in general.
like seriously...yes there have been many shows similiar...but the way this show is written...there's something about it.

this program is actually challenging me.
my favourite part of this program are the intellectual quotes featured in most episodes. they're consistently making me think about life...never leaving a question answered.

could actually be taking the oc's position as favourite teenage drama...you know it.

this quote has me thinking though...
""Perhaps we all give the best of our hearts uncritically to those who hardly think about us in return."
it's just got me thinking is all...but why do we.
i've spent the better part of the last 12 months trying my damned hardest to make a real go of things with certain best friends of mine.
i build my friendships up to a point where i think that there is no plausible way for them to ever be broken.
and then I'm dissapointed.

I want a best friend. Somebody who I can truely trust with my entire life.
Somebody who I can truely be myself around and not worry about judgement.
Hopefully this day will come for me again. I guess I can say I'm just feeling lonely at the moment...with all of my close friends getting closer with each other, and the rest of them now involved in serious relationships.
Hmmmm, I always was a late bloomer. It'll happen eventually.

Heading off bloggers.
Have an amazing night...and stay safe.

PS. go see disturbia. it's great. it'll scare the pants off you.


Current Location: george.
Current Mood: indifferentindifferent
Current Music: Cartel